the melody of my heart beat

this week has been interesting, three days back at school. nice start to the year.
Alex (Clazziquai) - 그대라면 - also this is a nice song.

although i must say, it has been quite odd, personailties have changed, people have changed.
have i changed? maybe they are thinking the same about me.

i wish everyone the best this year. for some people, i wish them also the very best last year of their schooling.

not much to say,
i've noticed iv'e been getting more sleep. i wonder why?
sorry if im being sulky, and tend to be more overemotional. it's hard to supress certain feelings at times, so don't even try say. 'ew.your crying, only babies cry'
i might be short,i might be young at heart, i might be very playful at times,i might be very immature at times, but i wont accept being called a baby within that context.
simply because it's okay to cry.
simply because i cry happy/sad tears.
as long as their is a logical reason behind it, it should not matter.
but yet, i keep smiling for you. even as i cry, i smile. because it's want you want me to do, you want me to keep smiling, i promised i would.i don't break promises.

holiday go away

im pooped/exhausted , call it what you wish.
shopping shopping shopping.

i've wasted over $400 in less than a week woo! [not very good actually D: ]

hmm im sleeping alot lately. bad bad.

im at my cousin sade's house, its a big brand new house, its nice, stil has that brand new fresh smell (:

well, tyhe wedding is tomorrow , -sigh- it feels like this day wouold never come.
but finally it has. so that's good. :D

rubix cube D:

okay so i havent really been posting much, but thats because ive been extremely busy and then never get time to go on anything whilst in nsw. this is only one of my odd chances that i actually am allowed to go online.
okay excuse my typos, i have fake nails and i want to like ripp them off its annoying me that badly..

i was woken up by my cousin because he was happy he'd completed two side of his rubix cube , green and orange ( when i say his i actually mean my rubix cube)
i mumbled ''congratulations, fuck off '' and then went to the bathroom to splash my face with water.
okay well, i now own two chickens LOLOL ( at my grandamas house). ones named puff, the other has no name , i just call it 'evil chicken'
i've recently taken interest into studying pool, as i quite enjoy playing it.
also COD , fucking awesome if i must so so myself. 8)

don't have much to talk about really, i'll post some photos of the house im currently staying in abit later, its so fucking big. i feel lost in it.

the tree pt 2.

i drew a sun to show thta i was in a more hppier mood today. (:

SUPERNINTENDO

okaayyy so guys i have my supernintendo now.
i was playing on it before.
and i have to say, nothing beats the classics, such as bommerman xD

Asya's Tree

okay well,
there's this tree in the park across from where im staying, i've decided to to name it 'asya's tree'.
everyday i'll make it my ritual to get up go to the park and engrave my emotions onto the tree daily, no words, just pictures/drawings.

NSW for 3weeks

oh hey guys,
im going nsw for the rest of my holidays ,
ha ha ha how fun -groans-

im not ready for this.
it's 6:44am
im leaving like very soon.
D:

ahh there's not much to say,
just i'll miss alot of you , i'll miss everyone

okay well , take care
and get good sleep all of you .
byebye <3

HAIR FAIL.

okay so , i haven't been back at home for very long
considering the whole morning 10am to 4pm ish was spent at the hair dresser trying to fix up/touch up my hair for the wedding.
they failed.
and now my hair is no longer orangey and faded the way i liked it,
its some awful dark reddish colour ;__;
-dies-

-sigh- , i hope it fades out soon.
really soon.

NEWYEAR. 2010

it's morning. it's the first day of 2010, wow, 2009 went by pretty damn fast.
i have so many memories of that year, im keeping all of them close to me. i
ll cherish them forever.
i slept eventually at 3am, waking up at nine or so, in the morning.
ahh,
the sound on my phone when i call someone, is going weird. i think i know why, and that's personal reasons. D: LMFAO.

i had a good morning this morning, newyear,
i called him, we hung up cause he said he was about to call me and said to pretend it never happened.
he then called me.LOL
said sweet things to me which made me happy. i thought it was adorable and cute.
i couldnt get to sleep.
he was awake.
we tried something. and that's as far as i'll go.
LMFAO.

i got a prank call from someone who claimed to be bruno, at roughly 1am or so, that was interesting, they kept saying ' i love you baby' and im like uhh..what.. i love you too ? D: WHO ARE YOU?!

newyear, for the first time was good for me, i love you, and i hope i can continue making you smile my baby :3 .