lenthy.

so, i haven't written to my blog for a while as things have been distracting me lately.
not only has writing to my blog become more rather time consuming then a fun way to remind myself of memories or other such past events, but also my asshole of a brother right now is making rather annoying sounds to piss the shit out of me so i better type this quick.

things a girl does when shes bored ;

monday;

5am : sleeping
7 am : woke up, looked around, went back to sleep
10:45 am : finally woke up & walked outside for no reason, starred blankly at the sky for a brief moment thinking, went back inside.
10:47 am : sat down, slowly poured a bowl of cocopops and ate it quite happily. nothing better than a sugar rush to start off my day.
11 am : went into my dads room, told him two words " i'm bored'' & then walked out into the loungeroom. finding a strawberry shortcake puzzle, approx 26 pieces, i started to put it back together.
after completeing the puzzle in 8 minutes, i put my head under the glass coffee table and began constructing it from underneath the table, took me a while.
12 pm : found a rubix cube and it was all jumbled up, instead of taking the time to fix it, i decided to take even more time and effort to take the whole thing apart, and put the pieces back in correct colour order.
in which after this i went to my room, and resumed sleeping, my dad came into my room at 1pm and rudely woke me up with childish duck -quackquack- sort of noises. i got pissed and threw my pillow at him, we yelled at eachother, this went on for about 10minutes of me calling him stupid in my half-asleep daze. then ended up getting dressed.

2pm : parents left the house to go shopping or someshit i don't know cause i didnt bother to pay attention. so my brother and i were left at the house and i went on the laptop.
5pm : finally got off the laptop, chilled out and read yaoi & had shower.
etcetc.

tuesday ;

11am : woke up, ate eggs.
12:15 pm : had a shower.
1:35 pm : went on laptop, talked to jacob about pokemon full on for a while. talked about other random shit, talked to craig, kat, rea, cathy, jemimah & michael. went on fb for abit
6pm: got off laptop . etcetc

this also involved quite alot of time and life wasted on pokemon. cudos to the creator.

wednesday today ;

^ read above last thing regarding pokemon, pretty much what i did all day.
went on msn, msn started stuffing up, cbf, went on meebo.
went on fb got bored. started reading yaoi.

one week? ha.

so, i'm still currently in turkey and im staying in a 2 star hotel, it's so so. only enjoying it because of the aircon.
i thought about things, and whilst thinking i thought " oh shit, right now my studies and school marks or probably failing me hardcore !'' and i really wouldnt be wrong in saying this. my bitchy ass of an art teacher emailed my mum saying i'll be getting a D on my half way report, why you ask? because of the fact i cannot subit work whilst im overseas, very unfair, but nevertheless !
also most likley i will be getting D's in english and maths,( same reason, as i cannot subit work) .
ohh poo. =/

today well,
i pretty much just purchased a designer bag.
Chanel bag to be precise, and it's not a fake either. real leather.
fuckshitballsfuckpenis, i'm so happy! :D
and hlysht, I'm obsessed with designer items.
i also purchased a louis vitton bag, although this one is fake, knock off plasticy; but stylish.

i still need to go to other branded stores and purchase an LA cap for my friend, and possibly other items for other friends of mine too, as well as plushie toys for lalaine, and other items i promised to buy for everyone else.

so far so good, although time difference is interfering with communication hrm.
i hope everyone is taking care of themselves (:

overseas.

gypsies that beg you for food and money, oh goodie ! -rolls eyes-

so , the men are creepers.
i was mistaken for candy on the sidewalk in which every man was interested in.
. ffs
on a street that has roughly 500 people pass within every 10 minutes. the ammount of guys that look at you would roughly be 100+. this is absolutely disgusting, to have worn clothing which covers alot and stıll get looked at?! i must be so fucking outsider. D:
to all outsiders, there is a special item to wear that will ward off pedos, it is called a paperbag, wear it.

well, the only place i feel at home here is the japanese store and the internet cafes. LOOL.
i miss everyone, i cant even begin to describe how much i miss everyone.
i've been so depressed lately, because i have lacked communication with all my friends.
i really hate the time difference here. and the fact i never seem to be able to get online at the right times. but i have figured it all out ! , when it's roughly 7am here, ıt'd be lıke afternoon/ 2pm ish in australia soo hence i have decided to get on in the morning to talk to everyone.

and i really could not care less about who reads this blog but , andy i miss you alot.
words cannot descrıbe just how much i miss you but chances are you've maybe forgotten about me now.
i just wish i could see you or talk to you.

but right now everything i want is impossible, being overseas isnt at all that great so far.

i miss you already

well, as all my friends would have known today was my last day at school for 2 months as i am going overseas.

this morning seemed somewhat blank, i didn't know what to feel it just didn't feel real at all.

Brenda kept me company for the majority of the day

talked to Kat and judy today,said goodbye and things

Kat's holding onto my 2pm magazine, she better take good care of it ): LOL . , judy hugged me, i didn't hug kat when i said goodbye to her after school i really should have, i regret not doing so .

rohan hugged me, i got many hugs today,

realization struck me as it neared closer towards the end of school. said goodbye to jacob, and told him to not eat cake without me. ( inside joke)

i had to stay back for music, i stayed so late, brandan and darro waited for me. thankyou very much.

we walked out all together, and darro found a trolley, he pushed me in the trolley down the street for a little bit, it was so cool. :L

after we reached the traffic lights brandan had to say goodbye, i became really sad inside, he goes '' wheres my hug'' i hugged him, and i told him to take care.

darro walked me alot more of a further distance to my house, we walked and talked about things, made me laugh, he stopped, i realised he needed to go home, he hugged me tight, ''i'll miss you asya'' to which i replied '' i'll miss you too, take care of yourself ah? '' i kept walking, futher, then stopped, i felt my face going hot, i rubbed my eyes, that's right i started to cry.

sudeen saddness hit me. i said to myself '' i miss you already ''

i really wish everyone the best and hope they take care of themselves, this is for

Brandan, Darro, Kat, Judy, Rohan, Eunice, Bessie, Natacha, linda, Abby, Reannan, Kylie, Sumie, Johanna, Kenny, Lalaine, Nikkii, jc, craig, jordan, jacob, loriz, richard, rickii, Brenda, Jayke, Thanh, Thuan, Fatty,Henry,John lee, Katherine, Khang, Renae, Sion, warren, Jane, Angela, Sarah, Adilya, Dan, Tommy, Wesley, Jemimah, Jackie, Elissa, Andy, Michael and anyone else that has ever met me or been nice to me , thankyou all and bless you !