waiting.

im still waiting. i wait too much.
im generally impatient, but ive become alot more patient.
by the time you realise i was, i'll be gone ( off msn).
and i have no phone at the moment.as you already know. yay. -rolls eyes- so its not like i can text you anything sweet.

but i waited like a few hours more. my eyes are growing weaker.
andy.
your name keeps being softly whispered inside my head.my eyes refuse to close as i wait. it feels weird. i feel like a creep.
i think alots of things are the reason why i have lack of sleep. but you'd have to be one of the main reasons.
im glad i can type here about you or anyone else all i want.

i'll also say something to michael tran, despite the fact he probably wont even see it.
' congratualtions on graduating school, i hope you're doing okay, we havent talked in a long time. i thought we could still be friends but maybe as i can see, you probably dont want to be.im not the type to hold grudges,i have nothing against you but,all you have to do is say hi,ill more than happily talk. im over the prolonged silence. i dont like losing people or bonds. '

yuusss. i feel like i've let out something important here.too bad. most likely he wont read it. oh well.

people get cut all the time, but a tissue wont fix it, it'll only stop the bleeding. time is what it takes to heal wounds. but i dont think i have the time to wait for my wounds to heal.