thihnking.

lately my time sleeping has been spent cuddling up to a pillow to feel warm then full of silence before i can fall asleep.
i started hiding things, alot of things too.
because i'm scared, worried and feel like sometimes it's better off for things not to be said.
i'm still uncertain if i'm making the right choices right now even if i feel like they might be right.
but never the less, i'm working towards becoming a better student at school.
focus is now a major thing i will need to keep.
the gifts i bought for everyone, i see them be used, a smile comes across my face from cheek to cheek.
the amount of happiness i feel for my friends is everlasting, all i have to do is see them happy and i'm happy too.

i'm quite naive though, I've been told this often.
but, i look to the better side of things rather than the worst.
i wonder what adventures tomorrow will bring..

i didn't get to talk to the dove today, yet i saw the sparrow. i wonder what's happening now, i don't want to loose the birds that now feel like mine. LOL