greedy.

okay, it's morning. good. im awake.
glad to know my dream was ONLY a dream.
i salute you STUPID DREAM! i hope i never dream THAT again.
and why the fcuk was he in it. oh wait he was the last person i talked to yesterday. hmm.
i keep giving into temptation lately.
i realise this is bad.
i realise this is just...fuck.
im keep saying im going to regret it, but i won't.
i refuse to regret anything i've done if i enjoy doing it.
but, i just think, i've given up now. i can't be bothered.

- - - - - - - - - -o
don't you hate it when your half asleep and you do stupidly weird things?
apparently this is what i did last night at some random time...

asya: it's hot
my bro: why? what do you mean it's hot
asya: i wanna take my shoe off
my bro: why just one shoe? :L
asya: -starts to take off my jacket, falls asleep in process-
my bro: -puts blanket on me-
and he told me that i kept mumbling random shit. nice. ==



i search for the answers i've known all along,
i lost myself, nobody else.
never getiing wiser of what i've become,
alone i stand, i've broken hearted this man.
All i have, is on last chance;
I wont turn my back on you.
Take my hand, drag me down;
If you fall then i will to.
And i can't save whats left of you, cause as you go i do to.
So something new, i have nothing left,
i can't face this without you.
There's nothing left to lose, confusion never ends, but i want to face this with you.
Tell me that nothing matters,
tell me that things will not change,
tell me those memories from so long ago wont seem strange.
Tell me i can go on without you.