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i don't know if 'you' read my blog.
i don't know if you'll ever know this, but you haven't not once been forgotten.
i still care. you're always on my mind, i'm always curious. it's just different now.
i've grown more mature with how to handle my problems, i do everyday.
it's quite shoking actually.
i even had to reject a 13 year old yesterday. ouch on that kids poor heart.
but a golden star to his original pick up line , made me laugh so hard .

i don't know what it is anymore, i just keep going on about life.
i like the way it is now. i really do. so just smile if you're reading this, cause i'm smiling too.
i don't really know what to say, i miss you and always will, but im going on about my life.
before i'd try not to get myself down and think about anything to do with you at times. but the memories make me smile now. so it doesn't matter anymore. i'm stronger now.
take care mister