Trying.

So, within the time it took for me to remember i had this 'so-called' blog
I have been in a relationship, and fallen out. the boy dumped me.
I am currently obessing over pokemon.

I would rather not go into any more detail until the necessary time.

So, today all i've been thinking is that
notice how whenever you try, trying isn't always enough?
It's motherfucking hard to keep up with everything in life,
also, I AM SUCH A BAD PROCRASTINATOR. I'm procrastinating right now.

I'm not depressed though I'm very lonely.
I don't believe i need a man to make me happy i just believe sometimes it's hard to make happiness on your own.
When you've become so used to having something around or there once it's gone or taken away from you it just is so hard, incredibly hard to be okay.

also, i find the time of this post horribly depressing lol