ahaha =/

okay so its night now yeah
and i now know you reed my blog. ahh but i will still continue typing pretending i don't know =/
cause i get awkward thinking about it.
- - - - - -o

and im still feeling sick.
my mum decided to make what just happened sound dirty.
me: -starts choking for like 5mins randomly-
and after i finish she goes
mum: so how's your throat (;
me : it hurts?
mum : ahaha i bet it does (;
me : no commment man, youre sick LOLOL.
shes too like comfy talking about dirty shit with me, i like my mum LOL (:

ah theres this guy.
he makes mine and debra's day AHHAHAHAHA. <3
mr 20% MAN. LMFAOLMFAOLMFAO. (insidejoke)

so like, i don't plan on going next week maybe.
only if people are there with me.
otherwise i'll be al loner -sigh-
well, thanh said he was coming. so like (:
trying to convince others to come. not working very good.
i need to help him with his graphics assignment. but im not sure if i do the whole thing, cause then he'll need to return a favour. and im quite demanding . -ahem-
it might go onto the wrong trackk......
i want someone to come but he's probably not coming aww =/ -sigh-
am i a creep?
because i talk about you alot. does that make me weird. i bet it does. i shouldnt talk anymore then. youre probably scared now. and don't want to talk to me anymore.
that's why its awkward now.

fuckk man. so many things on my mind lately yeahh ==
and im too nervous to type things here now. awww kat you fucker LOLOL. you screwed me over.<3 thanks.
all i know is.
shit i dont even know.
i want three people more than anything in this world right now.
but theres only one...that i want?
i just want.... i don't know anymore.
but i still love you , but it's getting hard.
i might have to let go.
just let it all go.
because i want you to be happy.
and you want me to be happy too right?
and because we don't talk, because we can't talk, because i can't see you, because i probably wouldnt even know who you are if i saw you and you wouldnt recofnise me either. maybe it's best if i keep all those memories until i see you again yeah? ):