empty

somethings missing

i wake up from my dream in shock

apparently they had tazers at my school now , as a tried sneaking out they attempted to zap me

i ran, i kept running, more and more till i was out of breath

i fell, suddenly everything, scenery went blank. you were there, i was speechless; i cried.

i couldn't move.

scenery changed again.

there was a park bench, i was laying on it.

you moved closer, i told you not to go.

you sat with me and held my hand. you smiled and kissed me.

you smelt nice, it was intoxicating.

i looked at once more, you were beginning to fade. your image, your body; split into grains of sand which flew away with the wind.

suddenly i held out my hand, trying to collect the sand trying as hard as a could, but it kept slipping through my fingers.

scenery changed again,

i was sitting behind a desk in class

everyone was happy, smiling, laughing.

i was by myself, i didn't know anyone.

a boy came in, light surrounded his figure.

his smile looked just like yours.

i closed my eyes, and then i woke up.

i hate my dreams. ):

tomorrow is school, bleh

i'm not looking forward to it

i'm rather scared.

i don't want to go overseas, things will change.

all i know is i miss you. i miss you so much that everyday i think about you.

i might not admit it, but i admit it here.