remember.

it's afternoon ,
how are you?
i wonder if you're okay. i wonder what you're doing.
i really miss you. nothing can take this feeling away...

i know im talking to myself. but for some reason i feel like you can hear me.

remember when we went to city,
remember when we first met?
you held out your arms and said 'where's my hug? :D '
and i was so nervous about being with you.
remember when you tricked me into eating that weird pinkish stuff ( i think it was ginger? )that comes with sushi.and i made a funny 'ew' face and took it out of my mouth and you laughed at me?
remember when you'd call me a child, so cute and small?
remember when i stompped my feet, and you called me a little kid?
remember when i'd trip alot, and be so clumsy?
remember how my school shoes were so grinded down from walking?
remember when you'd stare at me and i'd be like " WHAT D: ? " and get all embarrassed.
remember my first kiss? remember where it was?
remember when i'd always hide my face, and you'd play with my fringe?
remember when you'd ask me 'why do you always wear stockings? '
remember when we'd hold hands?
remember when...
you'd be next to me?
remember when we watched the movie together?
i remember your friends, josh, sam and claudia. they're nice people.
remember when you'd run away, remember how i'd play along?
remember when time would be cut short, remember how i'd have to go?
remember all the goodbyes?
remember all the times we'd be thinking about eachother?
remember when i'd say to goodnight and sweetdreams?
remember how everyday i'd be wishing you well?
remmeber when i'd ask 'hey, tell me what you're thinking about right now, like whats on your mind (: ' ?
remember all those times?
remember when i'd go off at you about shaving one of your legs and then leaving the other?
-laughs-
remember when i'd whinge, and you'd feel bad. but then tell me to harden up cause you'd always tease me. but i knew it was always a joke, but i'd still sook. ahaha.
remember how you'd always win, and i'd always lose ?
remember how you you told me not to cry?
remember the promise you made me keep? the one about always smiling?
remember that text message you told me to keep, because if it's gone i can't have my one wish?
i still have it.
rmemeber when i was in nsw, and all my credit got used up, but you knew i was almost back in brisbane that day?
and you texted me this
' Hey...your back now? If you are, wb! And if not. Get chyo ass back soon. And plus im bored. Miss giving you shit. Also , have you been sulking lately? Better not have. Text back only if you have spare credit. '
remember when it was the day before school started and you texted me this
' Sorry hubby was teasing you. Sleep tight. Get a good sleep so tomorrow is a good first day. Sweet dreams '
i can't forget. i don't even want to try forget.
these memories are so precious to me.
i remember alot more. but it's too much to say.
you're so precious to me. but in the end, all i want is your happiness.
so even if you love someone else by the time i end up seeing you, all i really want is for you to be happy. that's all i ever wanted, you to be happy. cause if you're smiling, so am i.