it lacks you

I'm deep in thought lately. always thinking
always drifting into my own little world.

constantly in my head there is you.
but surrounding you there is atrt and two more t, m. ):
what is wrong with me !

Evidence never lies.

what evidence..... do you have proof to follow up what you've claimed?
i do not need you.
i really do not need you.

dehweuioyhfuierw

ahh

this world confuses me, full of ridicule; full of judgement.
and seemingly enough, the majority of my classes are filled with 'you'
you're in my mind, your on my mind alot.
this really pisses me off, because it's clouding my original thoughts and feelings i have strongly for another person.
i have an attraction to you though,
not that of which i think 'i love you' tsk it's much smaller than that, this slight attraction because I'm trying to figure you out. i find you to be very interesting. this annoys me because i'm very curious about you. this confuses me. you confuse me, fuckingdick.
i study your movements, habits ; way of communicating to others
you change your ways when you're around me. why?
aren't i just like everyone else?
or is it something more than that...
you're a monkey, i wish you'd go away. but i think you're not going any time soon. ffs

i've been listening to all my old music lately, clazziquai is within this mix.
it brings back memories, too many memories.
but they all make me smile. i don't know why.