we were friends weren't we?
i don't know if we're both avoiding each other but you seem happier talking to your other friends rather than me.
I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say
i'm to scared to talk to you because i feel you don't want to talk to me anymore.
but i'm honestly not avoiding you.
i've come to the conclusion that alot of things lately, have been directed at me.
at my mistakes, at me in general.
the groups youve joined on facebook.
i'm too insecure, and this probably makes you hate me.
see, i'm doing it again, i feel like you hate me.
it's eating away at me.
someone told me you weren't a good person.but you've never done anything bad to me.
but i'm just plain confused now. have i done something? have i really done something so bad that could be causing you at act like this?
what have i even done to you?
because not only do you not talk to me now, but neither does brandan.
so what is going on?!
but you know what
for now, i think i'm probably going to become cold to alot of people.
i'm sick of being so nice and gentle
fuck it
i always knew i'd be losing things, but i just didnt want to lose you as a friend, but now it feels like its too late.
youre the best thing that ever happened to me, so is kat. always helping me. and im always so blind.
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